without you~

alright is officially 1 week life without her.

no message from her, no message to her as well.

and i just realize, i still miss her.

even everything is alright now.

why i feel so?

start from yesterday…..

i went mv with calvin to buy his surfing pants,

shopping with a guy,is no problem at all…even it sound gay =.=

but when i see something interesting, first people who blink in my mind is you.

i want to tell you every single thing…

i want to tell you what so interesting…

but you not there~

today i went to shah alam for the nestle sponsor.

half way i lost~

i tired, i stress, i lost~~

the first thing blink in my mind is you again.

along the road you still blinking in my mind.

i suffer along the whole journey~

is really really really suffer~ really~~

sound like emo post..yes it is ….but after this line not emo anymore~~

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COCOBONGO IS HERE!!!!

i cant wait to tomolo…..i wan it be sucess ….

come more people come ..~~i need u guys support…~~

today done the decoration…the effect come out is awesome …

you will enjoy it ..even is a badminton hall…

Lost~

the most happening time,

that happen after my high school graduated,

i think is the end of 2009 and start of 2010.

let list out~~!!!

2009~

1. the busier holiday i got in my current life.

2. i’m in couple life start from november.

3. i been nominate as the 2010 student body president for 2010.

4. i work hard for all my things, including my part-time job, a boyfriend and a president.

5. first time i spend my christmas eve with girl friend.

6. first time bring girl friend to look up point to see the KL night scene.

7. first time go movie and late for 2 hours, due to traffic jam at christmas eve.

8. first holidays i didnt stay at home for more than 12 hours excluded my sleeping time.

9. enjoying the cheer party in my starbucks, and gaining my photography experiences.

10. enjoy a great new year eve with my tsunjin school friends, and intro my girlfriend to them as well.

i think most of it is over here.lets start the 2010~~

1.enjoy the new year fireworks in the curve with my girl friend

2.i present the first music box to my girl friend, it was the first present from me as well.i painted the cover by myself.

3.i have my first argument with my girl friend on 1 day of 2010.

4.my girl bring me to puchong puteri hill for the night scene is nice, we have a sweet talk as well.

5.i have my second clubbing experiences  with free cover, free flow.

6.start, a brand new year. i started to get in industrial design, no more foundation drawing~

7.i receive my first breakup massage when i in club.(you tell me how to balance my emotion)

8.cocobongo is coming, promo, meeting,pass the message around more works for me.

9.after break up,i trying to make a war between me and her, and lets her express what she want to express.

10.having orientation with new intake, maybe too friendly so all the girls scare me ..haha!!!wtf~~

11.my aunt passaway, i cry~ but this not embarrasing.

the coming 2 abit embarrassing =X

12. first time i cry for whole day because i feel sad to the broke up.

13.i cry when i driving, luckily all the traffic lights is green, if not the people from next car saw me cry…is a shame!!!!

14.first time i feel myself so dramatic, do something tat only happen in the drama to beg her back. but fail.

15.first time directly give people block msn and delete my facebook account from her friendlist.

i think most of them if here…

i do have sweet memories in this 2.5 months.

i do have a pain and sad memories in this few days as well.

but i got more stress in the coming days, cause the event is here.

R.I.P. for my second couple life.

FUCK I STILL GOT 30 SKETCHES HAVE TO COMPLETE TODAY!!!!

we are near to “.” of 09

look back my this semester break.

it more busy than before, almost everyday i not at home.

work, hang out, meet with girl friend, sbo meeting.

this is the first holiday i need to plan my schedule…haha!! izit a good thing for me ?

but some of the stuff still got abit messy up..

like the hawaiian nite for next year, cause of some people didnt update us, some more they even MIA in the holiday.

kind of piss off about it,

do they know we have to start selling ticket onwards 11th of January????

it only 12days that we can sell the ticket. argh~~~

put those sad thing to aside…

i have a nice holiday, and best memory in this holiday =)

cause all of us get back together…

we are the awesome gang of friends~~

we when out to countdown for my best best friend with them.

shoot alot of stupid photo in sunway pyramid~

here the ours stupid photo =D

the next will be a funny & sweet memories…

i spend my christmas eve with my girl =)

buy ticket for avatar, but we late coz of the traffic jam =(

show start at 315pm, but we got the ticket at 450pm…

just go in for the ending…haha!!!

enjoy the shampoo snow with her,

erm…not really like the fake snow, but still feel good with it…end of the night, go look out point with her for countdown, and waiting the fireworks…

but….just a lil fireworks appear infront of us only~ =(

nvm still the great memories =)

Conflict~

I kinda a blur of my feeling now.

This 2 days I have a enjoyable & happy day, but back to the night I got some kind of flat mood.

Because my 2nd aunt just pass away =(

The conflict between happy & sad, don know how i feel gonna be~~

I miss family dinner with a camera~~

back to 10 years or 15 years ~~

family dinnner is always done with my uncle, aunt & all my cousin…

especially with a camera, cause 1 of my uncle is a photographer…

so we have a lot of photo in our family dinner..

it was awesome when my mind flash all the memory =)

for the recent dinner, i have get back the same feel~

but the cameraman isnt my uncle anymore…

cause is ME~~

a camera really can let a party gone up to the peak in the dinner or a party~

the light really let us record down every single scene in our life…

hope u all enjoy the photo~

p/s: it just apart of my families member, still got a lot more~but they didnt attend tat night dinner =(

R.I.P

alright~

I’m announces that my Dell XPS  M1210 motherboard imported from China ShangHai is officially death T.T

now power on, it wont boot up anymore~

and the bad thing is ….

WHAT THE FUCK~~ALL MY PHOTOGRAPHY ASSIGNMENT IS INSIDE THE LAPTOP!!!!!!!!!!!!

haiz~all my photography assignment inside =.=

what to do~just take out the hardisc boot in another laptop and backup all the photo~

haiz~~~~

namonamonamonamonamonamonamonamo~~~

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EMO

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EMO

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EMO

EMO

EMO

EMO

EMO

EMO

EMO

EMO

EMO

EMO

I WANT  MY LAPTOP BACK!!!!!!

i beg u lah …don rosak =(

nippon??

attend a nippon seminar today =)

talk about 2010 color trend…

erm…forget go wat color d ..xD

just remember DT1001….DT1011….DT1x

just remember got 18 color…haha!!

a 2010 planner from nippon…inside got alot of color thingy..

but the size a book abit tak ngam for planner lah …

i prefer smaller one…

and hor…

i meet huei wenn in the seminar leh ..

damn long didnt saw her d ..

since justin birthday bbq…

tat was the last time i see her and talk to her…

is more than half year~~~

 

phew ..don know wat to post d…

just remember tomorrow doing opening in starbucks…

n tomorrow is public holidays!!!

triple paid ~~triple paid ~~ triple paid …xD

$$$$$$ money~~~~ i need more money ~~~~

sick sick sick!!!!

f****!!!!

i wan to sleep man…

i got class tomolo,the last n the important…

i need to concentrate and listen what peter teach !!!!

coz i don wanna get stupid score in the coming exam…argh!!!!

i wan sleep!!!!!!!!!!!

by the way …

finally i got my dslr =)

special thanks to daddy, mommy,kor kor,jiejie =)

they present me a canon 450d as my birthday present ….yeah….

appreciate =D

(photo will come soon,no mood to upload now)

becoz of sick, sui po drove over my house n pick me out to lunch

ermmm…i think swift the lunch to “hi-tea” is more suitable xD

“becoz…….. pick me out to lunch hi-tea”

thank you sui po =)

u made my day again…

Blankkk…

i have no idea what i gonna update in my blog…

birthday?? it doesn’t looked like very happening, the progress and the plan is so so so so different…

the truth is i got the most wishes in this year…i started to reply those msg, fb and sms. since the day before my birthday until my birthday. but i wan to said again “thanks for all the wish =)”

doesn’t feel the same happening that i m expected, quite a sad case =(

but i still feel sweet, when the time step in the first hours of my 20th birthdays.

coz they type a birthday song for me in the msn group conversation, it look a bits mess up. oops…

and thank you shufen, weiwei, chacha, justin and iain dinner together with me…

is nice to meet with you all again.(photo with sf, will upload it after i get them)

photo update =)

i glad that i can met my girl after i sent shufen home, she in sri petaling with her friend.

send her home…that she request and i wanted to suggest =)

feel so bad to her friend, coz she went back alone.

have a happy end of my birthday, and it consider dreamz come truth.

coz i wanted to met her in my birthday, because of class, wheather and dinner with friends.

end up cancel the plan. but it turn round, round n round, the plan is on =)

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18 of nov!!

thank to 33,ah pek soon,kian yaw,aunty sean n wei yean…

didnt expect there treat me 3 sliced of cake.

even the celebrate is late, but tat the first cake i got in 2009 birthday.

(same here photo with 33,will upload when i get it.)

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14th nov

thank you baby give me a great day =)

this consider the first date tat only me n you

cause the previous one got another pair of human there (.-!!!

2012..haiz…luckily i got the reservation if not who will go and line up.

the movie so so…but i saw something awesome before the movie start xD

the trailer of prince of persia: the sand of time

it was awesome!!!!

here the trailer

due to the bad rain, we can’t get back to pavillion for our dinner.

so simply choose a restaurant and got a below average taste for the dinner =(

u still wan to queue when u saw this ?

we are the first who enter the cinema =)

christmas decor in pavillion

if got 2 monkey standing over there will be more perfect xD

<3

baby i miss u =)